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xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Thu, 22 May 2003 21:08:28 GMT

im sorry. . i know i said i'd never do this, but i have to!

i have a blurty. . oh_snap

it's pretty, and i did it myself. .

i'm so sorry!

i will always love you, deadjournal. . *sniff*

i will miss you always

friends

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Sat, 10 May 2003 14:55:37 GMT

/ + so this is odd. the painful realization that all has gone wrong. and nobody cares at all. so you buried all your lover's clothes and you burned the letters lover wrote, but it doesn't make it any better. does it make it any better? and the plaster dented from your fist in the wall were you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade. so this is strange, our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all. and the picture frames are facing down and the ringing from this empty sound is deafening and keeping you from sleep. and breathing is a foreign task and thinking's just too much to ask and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights. this is incredible. starving, insatiable, yes, this is love for the first time. well, you'd like to think that you were invincible. yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time. well this is the last time.

whoa lolol

feeling a little better. . we're friends!

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Fri, 02 May 2003 23:14:19 GMT

*-- ure such a d!ck!@$ .. argh i hate u so much -- lets see this is a list whut u did to me

*-- Made me cry

*-- Broke my heart

*-- Lied to me

*-- made me belive shit that wasn`t true

*-- Used me ? =-/

*-- Hurt Me

-- yahh u did all this is TRUE .. ure just a jerk!

BLAHHHHH

grrr. . and i still have feelings for himm!! whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy goddd whyyyyy!!!! fcuk ive never been this way beeeefoooooreeeeee!!

fukcccccccccccccckkckckckckckc

ahh shiit im scrood. .

he didn't love me the next day. .

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Tue, 29 Apr 2003 20:31:52 GMT

welp, today it looked like kat nd mike were flirting. . not kat as much, but mike. i mean, in order to hide my real feelings of depression and confusion and despair, i've become sarcastic, mean, and hurtful. im so lost. . i mean, i hate to say it, but im like nothing without him! and i dont know why -- i can't stand all these love songs on the radio. . i guess this is why ppl go punk -- hate the world.

i'm not god, by the way. . just second after god. . a la ms. collier

X[

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Sat, 26 Apr 2003 22:58:50 GMT

all i have to say is:

what a waste of a spring break

clifton sucks major assage. . nd no one's commenting. . i feel soo loved =P

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Tue, 22 Apr 2003 23:20:25 GMT

awwh fcuk. . i'm addicted to him

im trying to forget that i'm addicted to you. but i want it, and i need it! i'm addicted to you. .
now it's over- you can forget what you said
and i never wanna do this again. . heartbreaker

i'd run 1000 miles to get you - do you think i deserve this?

how long will i be waiting, until the end of time?!
i don't know why im still waiting. . i can't make you mine. .

heartbreaker </3>

ayooo

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Tue, 22 Apr 2003 22:46:57 GMT

Kimmie1388 [6:38 PM]: i love u!
X luCkYduCkY o [6:38 PM]: i love tyou too!!!
Kimmie1388 [6:39 PM]: kristen is the coolest most pervertedest firto! n she plays the drums really good... better than me.. =(.... n she really loud n sings good n never shuts up! but thats a good thing sometimes n she has really bad beer in her fridge
Kimmie1388 [6:39 PM]: lol
X luCkYduCkY o [6:39 PM]: hahahaha =D
X luCkYduCkY o [6:39 PM]: nooh were equallie good
X luCkYduCkY o [6:39 PM]: crystall sucks!
Kimmie1388 [6:39 PM]: n swallows!
Kimmie1388 [6:41 PM]: n ur the bestest italian friend i could ever have n u have pretty good taste in boys since u agree that dustins 1sexii god but then again u liked mike but hey lets just 4get bout that 1

kimbo rocks!! hahaha

newww shit. .

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Tue, 22 Apr 2003 22:45:12 GMT

new bio : oneluckyducky

good luck kiddos =] journals look spiffy

growing on the idea =]

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Tue, 22 Apr 2003 03:44:36 GMT

we beat western!!! yess!! and i caught it was a good game =) my batting gloves are cursed, though. i swear to christ =D

so our record is 2 wins- 1 loss. . pretty good, purple

mickey, chris, and i chylled. . b4 the game cass + i did. mite go out to eat with her n grandma tomorrow morning. it was so funny-mick, chris, and i were skating at Holster, and we gave the Musketeers a rebirth! THis cop came and shined his spotlight on us and told us to go home. I shuddered in the back, while Mickey was calm, cool, + collected! After we left the park, we saw them search the jungle gym for drugs, etc. hahahaha! lolol. We're meeting again tomorrow, and this time, Mike might come. I mean, I know that I'll always love Mike and that he'll always love me-but for now, it might be good that we're just best friends. Who knows? We could end up going out again. DKK =].

Soo ima just make Peter's blurty. . n that's it =] I have a blurty, but i need to get a new one. . lolol

if ne one wants to make my journal prettiful. . i'll be ur slave forever! [jk, but ill <33 yah lots n make icons, etc. for you!]

titty yah later fcukers! <33

odds and ends [=P]

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Mon, 21 Apr 2003 15:47:43 GMT

Kimmie1388 [11:54 AM]: and mayb u wuld c that in a person w. feelings and all i have to do is do wut i wana do and all i wana do is hold my bag n not listen 2 u

X luCkYduCkY o [11:10 PM]: what can i say? im a frito!
Kimmie1388 [11:10 PM]: amen!

X luCkYduCkY o [11:01 PM]: personal lie, the costume looked waaay better on me
X luCkYduCkY o [11:01 PM]: no offense to jay 2 all
Kimmie1388 [11:01 PM]: lololol
Kimmie1388 [11:01 PM]: hah
Kimmie1388 [11:01 PM]: but kristen
Kimmie1388 [11:01 PM]: the legs
Kimmie1388 [11:02 PM]: his were much harier
X luCkYduCkY o [11:02 PM]: my legs were shaved! lolol
X luCkYduCkY o [11:02 PM]: hahaha
Kimmie1388 [11:02 PM]: n ya no how i feel bout haryness
X luCkYduCkY o [11:02 PM]: lolol
Kimmie1388 [11:02 PM]: hairyness*

AviatorShades25 [11:00 PM]: im sorry well i wont lie ill tell you u are a very attractive, funny, persoable, outgoing, at times dramatic lol, but still wit a hot lil bod young lady

perPULcOw2 [11:29 PM]: i say we egg his house

AviatorShades25 [11:14 PM]: FUCK MIKE ill ttyl

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feeling better. . cass is herr

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Sun, 20 Apr 2003 23:00:10 GMT

yeah well im better today. . i guess it's gonna be okay for me to be friends with him-it's just gonna be so weird. . i mean i keep thinking that i'll wake up from this nightmare, but i'm not. i think i actually got the gravity of the situatios today-something that took three months to establish was over. but i got two books [gossip girl 3: all i want is everything, the sisterhood of the traveling pants], new batting gloves, a visor, a straightner/crimper/shiner/waver thingy lolol, kit kats, twix, bunnie acourse, and a purse for easter. yupp =D

can't wait for greek orthodox easter next week!

i just can't believe it's over, but i wrote a great story about it for fourth marking period portfolio. ms sheridan'll love it. . .

no one's around. . bleh. . ttyl

i feel strangely deviod of any emotion and empty

even though i was crying waterfalls last night

i mean, everyone said if anyone was going to do the breaking up, it would have been me-but, oh well. .

before that happened, all i did that day was hang with lee n jay, watch them hookup, and think of mike. . and now i'm trying to stop thinking about him

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Sun, 20 Apr 2003 02:28:26 GMT

BlUeDeViL8289 [8:47 PM]: no
Auto response from X luCkYduCkY o [8:47 PM]: i want to die

he never loved me
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:47 PM]: not until like 2 days ago
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:47 PM]: not true
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:47 PM]: arghhhh
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:47 PM]: this is a disaster
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:47 PM]: im a fool
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:48 PM]: im hurting others for my sake
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:48 PM]: i never wanted it to happen like tjhis
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:48 PM]: but so yu kno
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:48 PM]: that nite at western when saurborn ruined me
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:48 PM]: thats when it started doubt in myself and everyone else
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:49 PM]: i hope yu can udestand that
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:49 PM]: but its not that i hate yu or anything
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:49 PM]: just that
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:49 PM]: it wouldnt have moved on
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:49 PM]: im shy and contained whereas yur outgoing and not shy
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:50 PM]: so were different
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:50 PM]: it would have been ten times more painful if it had gone on
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:50 PM]: i hope yu know that
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:50 PM]: and thus with a kiss i die ~
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:53 PM]: i didnt want to hurt yu
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:53 PM]: i didnt want it to end like this
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:53 PM]: but they were right
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:54 PM]: i was more than just yur b/f
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:54 PM]: well anyways im really sorry
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:54 PM]: and im sorry it had to end like this
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:54 PM]: i know yur never gunna forgive me
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:54 PM]: but life sucks as it is
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:54 PM]: yu were the only up part
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:54 PM]: until my life took a turn for the worse
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:55 PM]: in truth i did die
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:55 PM]: metaphorically
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:55 PM]: but better will always come from the bad
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:55 PM]: and if yur thinking that i was the last
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:55 PM]: dot woryy more is to come
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:55 PM]: and guy whu has yu in the future
BlUeDeViL8289 [8:55 PM]: is a really lucky guy
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:04 PM]: if it makes you feel any better
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:04 PM]: i hate myself too
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:04 PM]: more than yu do
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:05 PM]: so do yu think that f enough hatred came from people that person would die?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:05 PM]: i hope so
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:05 PM]: i want to die
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:05 PM]: were in 8th grade kristen
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:05 PM]: its not the end of the world
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:06 PM]: guess wut i found
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:06 PM]: a hunting knife and a trudel
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:06 PM]: big metal thing and a blade
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:06 PM]: so dont expect to hear from me
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:08 PM]: god im so sorry
X luCkYduCkY o [9:22 PM]: mike, you dont understand
Auto response from BlUeDeViL8289 [9:22 PM]: Well You See, The Problem Here Is That My Little Sister This Morning, Got Her Arm Stuck In The Mixrowave And My Grandma Dropped Acid And She Freaked Out And Hi-Jacked A School Bus Full Of Penguins. So It Is Kind Of A Family Emergecy So...Come Back Later?
X luCkYduCkY o [9:24 PM]: why were they right?
X luCkYduCkY o [9:24 PM]: and arent fairy tales supposed to end happily?
X luCkYduCkY o [9:24 PM]: why aren't we happy?
X luCkYduCkY o [9:24 PM]: i cant go to sleep i cant close my eyes because every time i do, i see you!
X luCkYduCkY o [9:24 PM]: i see you mike and its our fucking three month anniversary, how could you fucking do this to me?!
X luCkYduCkY o [9:32 PM]: i just cant believe
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:37 PM]: im sorry
Auto response from X luCkYduCkY o [9:37 PM]: i want to die

he never loved me
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:37 PM]: and even if yu dont believe me
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:37 PM]: i did love yu at one time
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:38 PM]: for 2 months
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:38 PM]: but let me say this
X luCkYduCkY o [9:38 PM]: that every time you said you loved me it didnt mean anything to you- or you didnt mean it at all! or how those nights that we had that ill never forget even if i tried didnt mean anything to you
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:38 PM]: when i first asked yu
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:38 PM]: admit it
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:38 PM]: yu werent the prettiest
X luCkYduCkY o [9:38 PM]: how dare you!
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:38 PM]: yu didnt even brush your hair in the morning
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:38 PM]: but yu know wy i asked yu?
X luCkYduCkY o [9:39 PM]: what?!
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:39 PM]: because your unique
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:39 PM]: and i loved you for whu yu were
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:39 PM]: i didnt need yu to impress me or anything
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:39 PM]: yu were great just the way yu were
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: recently yu started to change
X luCkYduCkY o [9:40 PM]: how did i change mike?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: in the way yu thought
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: and acted
X luCkYduCkY o [9:40 PM]: how did i act differently?>
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: i thin yu know the answer tot that
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: i had seen things i never saw yu do before
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: yu showed me a whole nother side
X luCkYduCkY o [9:40 PM]: like what?!
X luCkYduCkY o [9:40 PM]: i have no toerh side, mike!
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: of you
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: i dunno
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:40 PM]: your wildnees
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:41 PM]: and adventuous
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:41 PM]: you took things to far
X luCkYduCkY o [9:41 PM]: i was always adventurous
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:41 PM]: not as much as yu showed me
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:41 PM]: im sorry again
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:41 PM]: but nothing is your fault
X luCkYduCkY o [9:41 PM]: well every time i treid to show you you wouldnt let me
X luCkYduCkY o [9:41 PM]: dont be sorry
X luCkYduCkY o [9:41 PM]: dont be sorry for calling me ugl;y
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: 90% of my decision was based on stuff other that you
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: im not calling you ugly
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: argghhhh
X luCkYduCkY o [9:42 PM]: yeah you did
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: wrong choice of words again
X luCkYduCkY o [9:42 PM]: and if im not pretty then how come mike huk would have gne out with me?>
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: i cant do anything right
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: yarr
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: because he knew that you would do anythinng
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: for him
X luCkYduCkY o [9:42 PM]: that's who im prollie going to farewell with now
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:42 PM]: he saw that side of you before i did
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:43 PM]: and he wanted to take advantage
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:43 PM]: i didnt want to do that to yu
X luCkYduCkY o [9:43 PM]: i wouldn have done anything for you!!!
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:43 PM]: not liek that
X luCkYduCkY o [9:43 PM]: i actua,lly loved you mike, ya know, love a thing in ypur heart!
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:43 PM]: again i state myself wrong
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:43 PM]: i did too
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:43 PM]: until yu started to change
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:43 PM]: i realized that we were good friends to begin with
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:44 PM]: and that it was crazy to take things that far
X luCkYduCkY o [9:44 PM]: i never changed, mike!
X luCkYduCkY o [9:44 PM]: well are ya happy?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:44 PM]: im sorry to put yu through all that
X luCkYduCkY o [9:44 PM]: because now youll never be friends with me again
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:44 PM]: no im not
X luCkYduCkY o [9:44 PM]: no youre not
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:44 PM]: ouch
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:44 PM]: i hope yu didnt mean that
X luCkYduCkY o [9:44 PM]: mean what
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:44 PM]: thats the main reason i did that
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:44 PM]: to bring things back to normal
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:44 PM]: i guess i didnt do a very good job
X luCkYduCkY o [9:45 PM]: you thought it was going to go back to the way it was?! that ill be like hey, mike, whatsup dickface, like i do to peter?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:45 PM]: im a waste
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:45 PM]: as ive said many times
X luCkYduCkY o [9:45 PM]: normally i would say no
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:45 PM]: yeah
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:45 PM]: this time yu sya yes
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:45 PM]: because yu know im right
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:45 PM]: im a waste
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:45 PM]: my life is a waste
X luCkYduCkY o [9:45 PM]: mike. . youre not
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:45 PM]: my soul is worthless
X luCkYduCkY o [9:45 PM]: even though i hate to admit it
X luCkYduCkY o [9:45 PM]: hold up petes here
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:46 PM]: i have the consionce te size of a pea
Auto response from X luCkYduCkY o [9:46 PM]: i want to die

he never loved me
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:46 PM]: stop with that away message
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:46 PM]: yarr
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:46 PM]: i kant do anything right
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:46 PM]: time to go be useless
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:46 PM]: again
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:46 PM]: waste my lfe away sitting ina corner
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:47 PM]: in a helpless
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:47 PM]: position
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:47 PM]: not ready for anything comeing for me
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:47 PM]: cowering from the world
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:47 PM]: im going back inside my shell
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:47 PM]: to hide forever
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:47 PM]: but i did it to myself
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:47 PM]: so i should die for it anyway
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:48 PM]: death decay starvation
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:48 PM]: processing through my mind
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:48 PM]: ina locked box
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:48 PM]: that will never be opened
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:48 PM]: i hate society
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:48 PM]: i hate life
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:48 PM]: i hate mysle
X luCkYduCkY o [9:51 PM]: i hate to say this
X luCkYduCkY o [9:51 PM]: but you should
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:51 PM]: say it
X luCkYduCkY o [9:52 PM]: because now i hate myself
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:52 PM]: thank you for finally agreeing
X luCkYduCkY o [9:52 PM]: because you made me realize
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:52 PM]: dont hate yourself
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:52 PM]: you did nuthing wrong
X luCkYduCkY o [9:52 PM]: if the guy who is supposed to love me doesnt think im pretty
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:52 PM]: dont hate yourself!
X luCkYduCkY o [9:52 PM]: then who does?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:52 PM]: no
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:52 PM]: thats because
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:52 PM]: there are other things that make you appealing
X luCkYduCkY o [9:53 PM]: bno mike
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:53 PM]: like id say that out of a 10 your a ten in prettiness
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:53 PM]: if that makes you any happier
X luCkYduCkY o [9:53 PM]: then why did you say that before!!!
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:53 PM]: you should have no hatred toward yourself
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:53 PM]: to prove my pont
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:53 PM]: but i said the wrong thing
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:53 PM]: im stupid
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:54 PM]: again
X luCkYduCkY o [9:54 PM]: then why did you say that?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:54 PM]: and i know myself that im not the best out there
X luCkYduCkY o [9:54 PM]: you think it would make me feel any better?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:54 PM]: i didnt know that was so important to yu
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:54 PM]: wut if i said i chose you purely on looks
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:54 PM]: that would make you feel worse right?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:54 PM]: so i went with wut i thought
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:55 PM]: but i guess i thought wrong
X luCkYduCkY o [9:55 PM]: you could have said that you thought i was pretty and you liked my personality
X luCkYduCkY o [9:55 PM]: but you said admit it, you werent the prettiest
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:55 PM]: well im sure npt
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:55 PM]: and i never meant it like that
X luCkYduCkY o [9:55 PM]: and i didnt even brush my hair wihich is not true
X luCkYduCkY o [9:55 PM]: well then how did you mean it?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:55 PM]: well yah
X luCkYduCkY o [9:56 PM]: and it would have hurt a lot less on the phone
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:56 PM]: i meant it in a way that you would understand wut im saying
X luCkYduCkY o [9:56 PM]: i havent understood anything you've said to me this week
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:56 PM]: i havent either
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:56 PM]: im a loser
X luCkYduCkY o [9:56 PM]: wasnt it last tuesday you said you loved me? hmm oh well
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:57 PM]: plus my parents are making a big deal out of it too
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:57 PM]: i hate stress
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:57 PM]: im quitting baseball i thinl
X luCkYduCkY o [9:57 PM]: how are they?
X luCkYduCkY o [9:57 PM]: why?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:57 PM]: because i kant take life anymore
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:57 PM]: im qutting everything
X luCkYduCkY o [9:57 PM]: what are they making a big deal out of?!
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:57 PM]: im selling my stuff
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:58 PM]: everythng
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:58 PM]: well for nw
X luCkYduCkY o [9:58 PM]: mike! shut up ok! no matter what happens i will always love you ok so dont go suicidal on me!!!!
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:58 PM]: can we just put the past behind us
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:58 PM]: and just be friends?
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:58 PM]: please
X luCkYduCkY o [9:58 PM]: you called me ugly
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:58 PM]: i ake it back
X luCkYduCkY o [9:58 PM]: dont lie
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:58 PM]: because i meant it ina good way
X luCkYduCkY o [9:59 PM]: you dont have to
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:59 PM]: yu took it bad
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:59 PM]: well i am
X luCkYduCkY o [9:59 PM]: dont lie
X luCkYduCkY o [9:59 PM]: just please. . dont lie to me anymore. .
X luCkYduCkY o [9:59 PM]: i cant take it
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:59 PM]: im not lieing
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:59 PM]: i really do take that back
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:59 PM]: god im so stoopid
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:59 PM]: damnit
BlUeDeViL8289 [9:59 PM]: i do everything wrong
X luCkYduCkY o [10:00 PM]: do you know how wierd its gonna be
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:00 PM]: there is not one thing i have ever done right
X luCkYduCkY o [10:00 PM]: seeing you go to farewell
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:00 PM]: except for yu of course
X luCkYduCkY o [10:00 PM]: with another girl
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:00 PM]: im not going to farewell
X luCkYduCkY o [10:00 PM]: yes you are
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:00 PM]: i decided
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:00 PM]: im not going to any dances or anything
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:00 PM]: no im not
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:00 PM]: i ruined my own life
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:00 PM]: now im going to pay
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: so for now can we just be friends?
X luCkYduCkY o [10:01 PM]: do you know how wierd its gonna be seeing you hookup with other girls?
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: forget everything mean i ever said
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: im not going to
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: im locking myself up
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: except for school
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: and besides
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: no noes gunna want to anyway
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: especially with me
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:01 PM]: so can we just be friends?
X luCkYduCkY o [10:02 PM]: why not?
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:02 PM]: yarr
X luCkYduCkY o [10:02 PM]: who says, i mean even gaccione thinks ur cute
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:02 PM]: how would you know?
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:02 PM]: 0oo well
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:02 PM]: wont make a difference
X luCkYduCkY o [10:02 PM]: or karla
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:02 PM]: im gunna be dead by the end of 8th
X luCkYduCkY o [10:02 PM]: or fucking sauerborn
X luCkYduCkY o [10:02 PM]: dont say that
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:03 PM]: so wont make any difference
X luCkYduCkY o [10:03 PM]: because its not true
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:03 PM]: yeah it is
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:03 PM]: for the first time in my life
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:03 PM]: i think im actually thinking suicide
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:03 PM]: for real
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:03 PM]: no fake
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:03 PM]: no loe
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:03 PM]: lie*
X luCkYduCkY o [10:03 PM]: dont mike please
X luCkYduCkY o [10:03 PM]: i mean at least call me and talk to me
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:04 PM]: i will
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:04 PM]: until the day i die
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:04 PM]: and then get to raost in hell
X luCkYduCkY o [10:04 PM]: then why did you do it if it makes you feel unhappy?
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:04 PM]: huh?
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:04 PM]: i meant ill call yu until i die
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:04 PM]: not
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:04 PM]: arggh
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:04 PM]: wrong way again
X luCkYduCkY o [10:04 PM]: you never call me at all
X luCkYduCkY o [10:05 PM]: and youre not now
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:05 PM]: and im sorry for that
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:05 PM]: i cant express how sorry i am
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:05 PM]: yur never going to believe me
X luCkYduCkY o [10:05 PM]: so how are you calling me until the day you die?
X luCkYduCkY o [10:05 PM]: try me
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:05 PM]: wut?
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:05 PM]: im just gunna
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:05 PM]: roll over right here
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:06 PM]: and starve myself
X luCkYduCkY o [10:06 PM]: no you wont
X luCkYduCkY o [10:06 PM]: because theres no reason for you to
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:06 PM]: wanna bet?
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:06 PM]: yu dont even know half of my problems
X luCkYduCkY o [10:06 PM]: i should be the one
X luCkYduCkY o [10:06 PM]: wanting to kill myself
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:06 PM]: and strangely none of them is ypu
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:06 PM]: yu should have no problems
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:06 PM]: friends?
X luCkYduCkY o [10:06 PM]: and theres a whole side of me mike. . if you think you never saw the wild side
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:06 PM]: truce?
X luCkYduCkY o [10:07 PM]: truce! this is not a baseball game! you called me ugly and you never cared for me-why do you want to be my friend?
X luCkYduCkY o [10:07 PM]: im a horrible person mike
X luCkYduCkY o [10:07 PM]: im violent and hot wired and tempremental and depressed all the time
X luCkYduCkY o [10:08 PM]: no one should want to be my friend
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:08 PM]: well id do!
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:08 PM]: wy kant yu accept that?
X luCkYduCkY o [10:08 PM]: im alos fat and ugly
X luCkYduCkY o [10:08 PM]: so there
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:08 PM]: no yur not!!!!!!!!
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:08 PM]: yarrr!
X luCkYduCkY o [10:08 PM]: because im still accepting the fact that its over!
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:08 PM]: damnit
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:09 PM]: well for now then
X luCkYduCkY o [10:09 PM]: i mean mike
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:09 PM]: im gunna say this
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:09 PM]: and i know yu wont kare but
X luCkYduCkY o [10:09 PM]: . . .how can i not care
BlUeDeViL8289 [10:09 PM]: love is just the begginning
X luCkYduCkY o [10:10 PM]: ?
Auto response from BlUeDeViL8289 [10:10 PM]: Well You See, The Problem Here Is That My Little Sister This Morning, Got Her Arm Stuck In The Mixrowave And My Grandma Dropped Acid And She Freaked Out And Hi-Jacked A School Bus Full Of Penguins. So It Is Kind Of A Family Emergecy So...Come Back Later?
X luCkYduCkY o [10:10 PM]: love is everything. .
X luCkYduCkY o [10:10 PM]: and i have nothing. .

yeah. . so today was our three month anniversary! today was also the day tha michael urcioli broke up with me! yupp, he says he wants to be friends, so ima say yup and take it like a bitch!

his quote: "don't think of it as breaking up-think of it as the end to a fairy tale"

aren't fairy tales supposed to end happily?

yeah- i'll take it like a bitch

in a perfect fairy-tale world

it's spring break, baby! ima have me some funn

after i stop crying myself to death

so what if i am?

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Fri, 18 Apr 2003 23:54:12 GMT

fucked up weekend. . my parents are mad @ me for something i didnt even do-im stuck at home bc of something i didnt even do! fuck them all. . i hate them all! today just did shit. . yupp. .shit. . so call up =P

sucky sucky sucky

ps. no florida, her grandparents have a wedding. . yeesh

bad. .

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Wed, 16 Apr 2003 02:34:17 GMT

looserrr. .

we lost our first softball game badly- but cassie's team deserved it- it was, after all, her birthday

the farthest hit of the game was scored by mee! during her one and only at-bat =D thankyoverymuch. . some bitch caught it, though

damnit

mike is bragging about western again. . god i love him so much i just wish he wouldnt. . you should have seen how pissed i was at losing. . damnit. . >=(

central is awesome. . we'll come back. .we always do!

mushhh

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Mon, 14 Apr 2003 15:53:40 GMT

hey! i got a 98 average in science and a 94 average in test best, along with the high 80's and 90's from all the other subjects will average to above 85 so i prollie will make honor roll! =D

yay! this is a glimmer of hope for me

tomorrow i switch into computers and health. mr. hill! score! hahahah

normandy is fine and fair! <--from jay's show

stuff i did when i was bored

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Sun, 13 Apr 2003 18:37:49 GMT

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"...But I'm funny how? I mean, funny like I'm a clown? I amuse you? I make you laugh? I'm here to f--kin amuse you? What do you mean, funny? Funny how? How am I funny?? ... How the f--k am I funny? What the f--k is so funny about me? Tell me! Tell me what's funny!!"
? GoodFellas

The man who invented it, doesn't want it.
The man who bought it, doesn't need it.
The man who needs it, doesn't know it. [coffin]

I start with the letter e,
I end with the letter e.
I contain only one letter,
Yet I am not the letter e!
What am I? [envelope]

I occur once in every minute, twice in every moment, but never in a thousand years. [the letter M]

There is a dead man in the center of a field. He carried with him an unopened package. As he neared the center of the field, he knew he was going to die. How did he know he was going to die? [his parachute didn't open.]

EvilCow4ever: Angel has a few questions for you
TheBigCheeseGod: ok, shoot
EvilCow4ever: question 1: Did cheese make you their god?
EvilCow4ever: question 2: Of what kind of cheese are you the god?
TheBigCheeseGod: i am a master of cheese. my mastery of cheese won the favor of the cheese population, thus giving me godhood
EvilCow4ever: question 4: Of what type of big cheese are you claiming to be the god? She said question 3 didn't matter.
TheBigCheeseGod: #2...i am god of all that is cheese
EvilCow4ever: question 5: does that make all the other, less-favored cheeses jealous?
TheBigCheeseGod: #4...even the little cheese see me as a god. i am big
TheBigCheeseGod: #5...i treat all cheese well, for they are all tasty and have much to offer. some cheese has higher positions in society, but thats government
EvilCow4ever: question 6: why do bad things happen to good cheese?
TheBigCheeseGod: #6 every cheese has a lifespan. as they get old, they get ill(mold). its the way of life. everything must die
TheBigCheeseGod: only the good cheese die young
TheBigCheeseGod: cept cheddar...it has a long lifespan for some reason
EvilCow4ever: question 7: Since you are the big cheese god, is there something you can do about the smell of Limburger?
EvilCow4ever: question 8: Why do some cheeses get to live longer than others? isn't that favoritism?
TheBigCheeseGod: #7 i prefer to not deal with the smell
EvilCow4ever: question 9, in reference to question 7: if you prefer not to deal with the smell, wouldn't it be easier to get rid of the smell?
TheBigCheeseGod: #8 different cheeses are like different species. all live different spans
EvilCow4ever: question 10: Is there a cheese heaven?
TheBigCheeseGod: #9...as a god, its not really my place to directly intervene
EvilCow4ever: and if so what is cheese hell like?
TheBigCheeseGod: having mold that will never eat away at you...you are forever stuck outside the fridge with mold
TheBigCheeseGod: makes a bad smell and no one wants to eat you
EvilCow4ever: Damn you are cruel......
EvilCow4ever: so what is cheese heaven like?
EvilCow4ever: question some-random-number: Do you love all cheeses equally, or do you favor one over most, like Israelites?
TheBigCheeseGod: paradise...a cool enviroment where these is no mold and all the people love you
EvilCow4ever: question whosit: was there an application or screening process to this god-position, or did the cheese just one day proclaim you as their god?
TheBigCheeseGod: my love for the cheese made them see me as beyond any mere human
EvilCow4ever: ahh. So it was an adoration-type thing.
TheBigCheeseGod: yup
EvilCow4ever: So has one cheese found favor with you more than others?
TheBigCheeseGod: some cheese always have higher opinions, but i love all cheese
EvilCow4ever: ooh. so you're an equal-opportunity god.
EvilCow4ever: Okay. I think that is all the questions we have for you today.
TheBigCheeseGod: didnt think id answer it all did you
TheBigCheeseGod: some cheese try to cross me out of rebellion
EvilCow4ever: I'm happy you took time out of your busy, divine schedule to answer all our questions.

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When there's only one other person in the elvator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.
Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on.
Hold the doors open and say you're waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"
Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"
Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an appointment.
Lay down the Twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.
Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.
Ask, "Did you feel that?"
Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's OK, don't panic, they open again!"
Swat at flies that don't exist.
Tell people that you can see their aura.
Call out, "Group Hug!" and then enforce it.
Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"
Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"
Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "Your one of THEM!" and back away slowly.
Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.
Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, "I have new socks on."
Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, "This is MY personal space!"

So, What am I not supposed to have an opinion?
Should I keep quiet just because I'm a woman?
Call me a bitch cause I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back suddenly big talker don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy would do
Makin' up a few false rumors or two
That for sure is not a man to me, slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

Chorus:
This is for my girls all around the world
Who have come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all women should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls, shout louder
Lettin 'em know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down

Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down

Never can never will...

So-What am I not supposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended with the message I'm bringin'
Call me whatever 'cause your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing

If you look back in history it's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore
I don't understand why its OK,
The guy can get away with it the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make it change
And start a new beginning for us, everybody sang

Chorus:
This is for my girls all around the world
Who have come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all women should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls, shout louder
Lettin 'em know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down

Lil' Kim:
Now here's something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girls then hes the man
He can even give her some head, or sex her off
But if a girl do the same, she's a whore

But the tables about to turn
I bet my fame on it
cats take my ideas, and put they name on it
Its aight tho, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on moving
To my girls to their man who be trying to mac
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is whack
And Lil' Kim and Christina Aguilera got Yo back

Your just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big to make up for smaller things
You're just a little boy
All you do is annoy
You must talk so big to make up for smaller things

This is for my girls all around the world
Who have come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all women should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls, shout louder
Lettin 'em know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down

X2

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xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Sun, 13 Apr 2003 18:34:22 GMT

our team has purple shirts. . =P

well, friday, mike was sick so i went to floyd instead of going to the dance. i went with huk and mick, and when we got there, zach, kat, and lexi were hanging out with us. i almost kicked this west milford cheerleader's ass, but that's another story =D

[if the bitch said one more word to me, i swear to christ. . ]

saturday i hung with cass at the mall, and then we went with zig to see jay's show again. today in church jay is like omg we have to see chicago im like ooky lolol so he mite call tooday. . .

i have practice at 4, but other than that. . slow day. .slow weekend. . tuesday ish cassie's birthday and lee's is tomorrow =D

zig's the coolest lol tbfal cass =]

today was good

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Wed, 09 Apr 2003 20:44:39 GMT

1] name: kristen amanda hariton
2] were you named after anyone: my great grandmother's name was christine, and my mom says they wanted something similar. . woulda preferred christine
3] school: wwms
4] mascot: a fuckin' mustang woo hoo!
5] nickname: ducky, kristy, kristy cummings, lady latex, supergirl, james drunk, the frito bandito, guido + more
6] birthday: 10.19
7] sign: libra
8] age: barely legal
9] grade: 8th biatch
10] GPA average: fcuk that
11] height: 5'3 1/2 ish
12] shoe size: 7 1/2 ish
13] hair color: brown. . .yupp. . =]
14] eye color: brown. . again. . .yupp. . .=]
15] siblings: ry
16] last cd you bought: uhh. . the producers!
17] last movie you saw in the theater: brinign down the house
18] last movie you rented: swimfan
19] favorite subject in school: gym-without a doubt! or band. . history
20] least favorite subject: algebra DIE, DIE, DIE!!
21] do you actually like math: uh, NO!
22] who are your true friends: all my fwiends are true and forever
23] do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: i love mikey<33 alot =]
24] when did you start going out: jan 19, 2003
25] favorite actress: jennifer garner
26] favorite actor: seth green. . dk why. . ooh ashton kutcher
27] favorite movies: swimfan,
28] favorite tv show: simpsons, futurama, oblongs
32] favorite store: a+f, hollister's, more. . more. . sephora
36] do you do any drugs: uhh besides my crazy psych pills?
37] how many people are on your buddy list: 200
38] what is your favorite sport:softball, swimming, + soccer
40] are you on any sports team: GO SEAHAWKS, REDHAWKS, AND CENTRAL!!!!!!!!! WE ROCK TOE SOCKS!!!
41] how long are you in the shower: UHH 15-20 MINUTES USUALLIE
42] what is your favorite place to go on vacation: well. . i always go to disney. . always
43] favorite scary movie: thirteen ghosts
44] umm there was no question. . ok
45] guys with or hats or without: depends on the guy
46] favorite food: italian
47] biggest fear: my friends/fam dying
48] favorite colors: blue
49] best feeling in the world: love
50] worst feeling in the world: hate
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF:
51] bill clinton: penis
52] love at first sight: ehh. . never works out
53] abortion: pro-fcuking-choice!!!!!!
54] teenage smoking: gross! do not ruin your life!!!!
55] eating disorders: sad
58] marilyn manson: yucky eye
59] guy bands: yay!
60] death: boo
62] titanic: "jack. . jack! i love you jack. . " "i love. . .you. . rose. . ." die die die!!!
63] jerry springer: hicks
67] south park: respect mah autoritah!!!!
70] God: g-spot rocks the g-spot i love god

WHEN YOU HEAR THIS NAME, WHAT DO YOU THINK OF?

71] ryan: lil' bro. . need i say more
72] bob: BOB!!!!!
73] zack: he's cool as the ice on which he skates!
74] katie: cassie's sis- cool at times, bxtchy at others
75] drew: cary or barry. . more?
76] stacey: corbo! my kiddie! and zoekclien! out pres. and the girl i whacked on the head with a wooden airplane!
77] stefanie: totallie cool
78] brian: gogz is funny and pervy and pastor is just funny lookin'
79] jennie: hmm nope
81] jason: jay-jay-jay the diva the heartbreaker </3> hit mah!

shtuff

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Tue, 08 Apr 2003 21:16:05 GMT

Thirdzee [5:06 PM]: oki so bye and think HAPPY thoughts
X luCkYduCkY o [5:06 PM]: lolol ok xoxo
Thirdzee [5:06 PM]: like mike taking shower

Thirdzee [4:45 PM]: mike loves you and thats all you need to remember

AviatorShades25 [6:34 PM]: awww i love ya
X luCkYduCkY o [6:35 PM]: sure *rolls eyes* ;]
AviatorShades25 [6:35 PM]: touche
X luCkYduCkY o [6:36 PM]: HAH
X luCkYduCkY o [6:36 PM]: fly over on your magic carpet!
AviatorShades25 [6:37 PM]: yeah u know it
X luCkYduCkY o [6:38 PM]: pleeeeeeeease i neeed someone to talk to!! lol
X luCkYduCkY o [6:38 PM]: it's not thaaat far
AviatorShades25 [6:38 PM]: lol
X luCkYduCkY o [6:39 PM]: really!
X luCkYduCkY o [6:39 PM]: awh and if it wasn't snowing i coulda taken you up on that streaking offer
AviatorShades25 [6:40 PM]: nice lol
AviatorShades25 [6:40 PM]: hey i g2 run and eat ttyl
X luCkYduCkY o [6:40 PM]: ok ttyl luv yah xoxo

hehh

this sucks alot. .

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Tue, 08 Apr 2003 02:39:43 GMT

well i made my layout more summery and prettie-ful with new colors =D

but chris told me something about mike

and idk

but i still love him with all my heart- i just can't take anyone's bullshit anymore. .

hey

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Mon, 07 Apr 2003 14:44:05 GMT

hey. . half day because of snow. . so it's 10:44 and i'm in 5th period tee-hee hah

another thing to laugh about: i got a 75 average this marking period for ms. agresti. . daminT!!! . i sure as fcuk didn't make jr. honor society-but it doesn't count for college, anyway-only honor society counts, and that's in high school. this is my first c on a report card ever. . ever. . this is the second time i didn't make honor roll-whee!

this sucks alot

=(

if my average is honor roll status, then i make it. . but it's prollie not. . ohhh welll =P

it's fcuking snowing

bored. . ed

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<marquee> bored muchh. .

yummie weekend <33

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Sun, 06 Apr 2003 16:41:40 GMT

friday- hung with mickey mike h and peet. then went bowling with peet and mike h. i bowled an 85 and a 69 hahahahaha then dropped them off @ floyd hall n went to beddie poo

sat- went to jay's show with craig and then to tick tock with craig n jay and craig was afraid of getting arrested for driving after midnight. hahahaha. . jay said we have to go streaking in brookdale park sometime so i was like ookie dookie + got home at 12:30 so my mom was pissed this morning when i didn't wanna go to church =P lolol

doing my portfolio which sucks alot

tiired

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Thu, 03 Apr 2003 17:15:24 GMT

omg. . softball's great! lisa honjacki is pitching for us so we're gonna rock this year! =D lol i'm soooo tiired. . i played third base and left, hit awesome! i can't bunt for shit lol but i caught and hit everything that came to me. dad says i have a tremendously powerful swing. hah

central rules, but when you're playing left and you have to cover 3rd on every bunt while covering the throw. . whew! lol

i love third

so, nothing new now. christina says if i want mike to pay attention to me, i have to play hard to get. even though i am his already. . oh gosh, it's all confusing

my simple brain can't handle this! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

heyy

xluCkYduCkYo@aol.com — Wed, 02 Apr 2003 17:21:19 GMT

today we're choosing parts for macbeth-

everyone wants me to be lady macbeth, and so does ms. sheridan, and so do i! so i hope i get it.

i also have softball practice. . hah lol cheryl dee and dani won't be playing, so there goes our team. . woosh!

sucky sucky sucky